i melt

I melt
Everytime you look at me that way
It never fails any time any place
This burn in me is the coolest thing that i'v ever felt
i melt
Don't know how you do it
I love the way I lose it everytime
What's even better is knowing that forever yur all mine
The closer you get the more my body aches
One little stare from you is all it takes .

i realise i didnt write this but today every time i think of this song i smile and makes me think of some one.

so really this is just to say i havent written much lately but ive been busy. tonight im going to sit down and actually write.

my chest is heavy

My chest is heavy, it feels as if a car is on top of me. My eyes feel like they can fill with tears, enough for a river. My body feels as it wants to give in, wants to let go, wants to cry. Why cant i? Why cant i let go? My mind wont let me, my mind is to strong. I cant let my self get weak, show weakness. I don't want to be strong right now, i want for just one moment to be venerable and just let my self go. Why wont this feeling go away, my chest aches, it burns, is it my heart telling me something; something my mind doesn't want to hear?